有段时间，我甚至挑战自己，去弄一个双马尾辫，（我知道，我知道）这么做只是为了测试一下自是否已经不再在意外界的评价了。
At one point , I even challenged myself to rock a double ponytail ( I know , I know ) just to test whether I was truly past the point of obsessing over outside approval .
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